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god damn it.

I am a busy girl. And right now, I really need to get my priorities straight and get used to this schedule. Every time I add something new to my already full load, my entire time management business gets fucked up and that really pisses me off.

I hate it when my plans get messed up, they are plans because they’re supposed to be followed! My schedule is now consisted solely of: school. work. studying. frisbee. running.

I no longer have time for art in this crazy schedule, and though I am making about $800 a month, is it worth giving up my hobbies? I just got a new camera, a new tablet but I haven’t spent the time to practice much on them. I was supposed to make a bomb ass portfolio while learning all the technical aspects of photography and set up an art store, so that I could gain credit to do commissions. I was supposed to study up economics and business so that I could make residual income from my prospects. I was supposed to do everything I wanted to do.

I am not going to let this to-do-later list get the best of me. After these fucking back to back to back midterms, I’m going to take care of this shit.

So fuck you, Berkeley.

I’m not planning to just sit here and study all day.

p.s. it gets annoying when people tell me how “easy” their media studies classes are or how “difficult” their humanities papers are going to be. How tough their schedule is and how much they are doing and accomplishing in their lives. nobody has time for anything, so stop wasting mine and get on with your “multitude of tasks” I have my own shit to do.

I hate midterms!