Maybe this is bad to say..

But other people deserve shortcomings more than others. Karma doesn’t come around as much as it should and it doesn’t always bestow judgement on the right people..

It’s always moments like this when you truly find out things about the people around you and just how much you cared for the one you’ve lost. You learn more about yourself. You learn even more about your friends. You learn more about life.

But it’s frustrating. Despite everything, nothing you do can change anything.

All I want to do is shake you and scream at you until you understand everything I’m feeling. Until you realize that the path you took is destroying those around you. I’m not that naive to think by crying and begging, you’ll come to finally listen - I know my thoughts and pleas will be heard on deaf ears.

I can’t say anything to you anymore, I’m sorry for that.