I’m not sure why today of all days..

But I’m not feeling very good about anything. I felt like most of today was negative energy and bad feelings. Except for the usually hilarious weekly lunch I had with my friends, I didn’t want to get out of bed and go to class. I feel behind. In school. In my marathon training. In art. Just on life. Even my relationship is confusing me, despite being the most static thing in my life recently. 

Days like this exist so happy days are even more awesome, right? I hope so, because I think I’m having a nervous breakdown and I don’t know what to do with myself. I am so small. 

I feel like I’m caged.

Frustrated.