depressing.

I hate it when things I want to happen, don’t.

And things I don’t want to happen, do.

I make a lot of plans. But it really sucks when I plan out my entire college career, and I don’t get my classes. What a pain in the ass. Everyone tells me to just take a random class that’s open, but why bother? That’s just retarded, who does that? If there is something you want to do, you should do it. Nothing should stop you. But really, god damn budgets cuts are making my class picking a hell of a lot harder.

I need to sell all the shit that’s been piling up in my room.

I need to get a job.

By the way, I found out today that Mack’s kumon boss makes a lot of bank. With a base salary of 72,000, bonuses and compensations, child support, divorcee income, AND the benefit of living with her parents? She is rolling in dough! I guess it helps that she also went to Berkeley, but nobody knows what her major was…

Maybe I should be a tutor, they make bank.

I like Lawrence :) It’s weird because I didn’t really approve of the way he did things before, with tests and homework and all. But I like him now, I like him much, much more. Maybe it’s because after getting to know him, I can disregard his flaws.

I don’t think people really change.

I think relationships do.