There are some things in my life that I really need to get in order.
I’m super strange.
To be totally honest, I fucking love lists. To death. I don’t know what it is about making lists and checking things off - I think I just feel more efficient and accomplished than I really am. Sometimes I am just an overly obsessive organizer. I plan my life from the clothes I will end up buying (hopefully) to the hobbies of my future children. They will be such fast runners.
Maybe that’s weird? And a lot of times my plans don’t work out the way I set them - that gets extremely frustrating. I throw tantrums and get completely baffled when my well thought out plans don’t follow through. I guess I was never really good at coming up with plan B’s. But that might also be a result of thinking too highly of my abilities, I am so cocky sometimes. I really need to fix that…I hope these next lists will not go unfinished.
To give up:
- soda
- fast food (in-n-out doesn’t count)
- taco bell (;_;)
- buying clothes
- fancy dresses
- souvenirs
- buying text books (waste of $$)
- oily foods!
- cake and pie (O_O")
- biting my nails
- being mean to dede
- facebooking everyday
To start:
- marathon training
- triathlon training
- daily biking
- daily ultimate frisbee practice
- saving & investing money
- throwing away useless things
- minimalistic lifestyle
- studying everyday
- reading a book at least once a week
- dieting & healthy food habits
I want to be a better person. And with all of the things I want to achieve, I just don’t have time to sit around and get fat - hell no! I need to start following the lists I create, however incredibly sick I am.
Shopaholic sweets sick.
(via teenagewildlife)